Misunderstood
Everything but
What's truly desired
Just a friend
Even good friend
Sometimes not enough
On the lowest level
Separated by glass floors
Looking up
Can see
What's wanted
Can't touch
They seem blind
One-way glass
They don't see below
Always last in line
Even when first
The prettier
The smarter
The more athletic
All cut in front
Never given a fair chance
Insanity
Doing same thing
Expecting different results
Trying everything
Getting exact same result
What's the word for this?
Loneliness
Confusion
Pain
Tease yes
It can be fun
For a while
Girlfriend never
Torture
Kept up at night
If sleeping
Dreaming the impossible
Never truly at rest
Never truly at peace
It's been so hard
Such a short time
Short
Yet nearly a lifetime
Waiting
A lifetime more spent
Wasting away inside
Heart
Growing Darker
Shrinking
Losing will
Losing hope
Love
No longer has meaning
To someone so unloved